Thursday, April 22, 2010

Not Out

Today is really the first day I haven't set myself much of a task (laundry doesn't count really, though some of my disciplines have been house-bound ones), and today is the first day I've been genuinely depressed about the job situation. I'm having a bit of a hangover after yesterday's highlight, and I'm giving myself the time to just feel this way. Tomorrow will be another day. (And I will have plenty of clean socks.)

But today, I'm really scared and let down and kicking myself and frustrated with "it all".

So much for that vaunted attitude (though, of course, I would totally fake it if I were faced with anyone but the dog).


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